Crumb Trail

Dear Qwerty,

I can't wait to go home!

Why does it take so long for all these misery to go away?? I can't wait anymore. I want to go home. After all, even if I scream about this 29 times a day, a still have to wait for another two weeks. And while I'm here , there are CMM111 and LLC200 waiting to wave me goodbye. Get out of the way!

Day's Eye

Dear Qwerty,

Do you know that daisies sleeps at night and blooms only during the day?

Daisy to me is the prettiest flower in the world. I'd rather have a daisy of my eye than an apple.

I can't recall the time I start to fall in love with those little white polka dots on the grass. They're like little smiling faces (though I never know where the lips are) that makes me feel happy whenever I look at them. I only like one type of daisy; which is the ox-eye daisy. Some people took them as weeds, but I think daisies makes a merry carpet on the lawn. I love the way the sunny center brighten up its satiny white petals, and how the whole bloom contrasts sharply with its dark green stems and leaves.

Why would people want to cut them off? If they don't want daisies they should just tell me to collect them from their lawn and I'll put those fresh flowers in my room. I'll make big bunches of them. If my room can no longer fit, I'll put them around the house. If the house is stuffed to the threshold with daisies, I'll cut off the stems and arrange the flowers in my room to make daisy-mat, daisy-bed, daisy-pillow, daisy-everything! Can you imagine sleeping on a bed of ox-eye daisy? Well I'd like to dream of that tonight, I'll make sure I have plenty of daisies to make daisy-sofas and daisy-curtains too!

How can anyone say a field of ox-eye daisies is not the most charming sight in the world? Why do people prefer roses over daisies?

Roses smells like perfume; I think daisies smell like summer clouds. Roses takes your breath away; daisies enlighten my spirit. Roses speak of burning desire; daisies remind me that being happy is the most important thing in life. After all, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, and in my eyes, ox-eye daisies are the pearls of the land.

Dearie, I want a big bunch of ox-eye daisies for my birthday. I'll get a tall, clear vase, and put them there. Till then... :)

"It's Sunday". Really?!

Dear Qwerty,

Omg, the time simply flies by!

I've been into a roller-coaster of being well and down with fever again. These few days I kept having fever, then by whatever means managed to get better, and then after feeling so confident that I had completely recovered, the fever came back. Last night it was quite bad, I had to sleep at 8. When I wake up this morning (around 3.30), I suddenly realised that it was Sunday, and I had done virtually nothing for my 3 papers coming this Tuesday. I hope this fever will go away very quickly. Even now, while I'm writing to you, I feel that it is worsening and I can fall back to sleep anytime (whoa! this sounds so serious! lol..).

Anyway my dear, do wish me well. I think the paracetamol helps only momentarily. Oh ya, the fever worsen at night, does that indicates anything? H1N1? ngeee~~

Right Qwerty, I will write to you again soon. You know, I miss you more when I'm sick. :)

Sleepy Head

Dearest Qwerty,

How are you doing? Do you know that I miss you lots?

Dearie, I got lots of things to tell you just now. But now that I'm here, err.........? haha sorry dear, I don't feel like talking much anymore. But I think I should write something, since I went into the trouble of logging in to Blogger.

Yesterday the old friend I mentioned in the last post did call me. I'm glad that we're still friends. I didn't have much to talk about, lucky that he's quite talkative lol. But I hope the next time we talk to each other, it is for something that need to be talked about, like the real purpose for the invention of remote communication (sounds big?). It's not that I don't like to have a casual chat with him, but he insisted to let him do the calling, so I feel quite (in fact, VERY...) uneasy when we talk (realising that I'm draining his credits).

Oh, I got something more important to tell you - I've been sleeping the whole day like a hibernating grizzly! Let us see; I opened my eyes at 10 am, cuz my friend wanted to know when should we go out for lunch. Right after I replied, I dozed off again. 11 am, I wake up for real (though every step away from my bed is a resistance), took a shower, and went out for lunch. I bought NST and Kosmo, read both of them until 3pm, and at 6.30, found out that I had been asleep among the papers. My head is still aching now from having too much sleep in the day.

Other than that, I got another 3 papers next week, and I read practically nothing. What am I going to write in the answer sheet huh? My dream chronicles?? Anyway I plan to be a good girl after this. Since I've been sleeping all day long, I'm quite sure that I won't be able to sleep tonight. Maybe I could use some time to do some revision? (But my head is aching and I do feel quite sleepy now, there are possibilities that I would go to sleep again. I hope I'm not sick, sleeping too much usually indicates that I am going to have a fever.)

Alright dear, I feel as if I had spent 3 hours to write to you today. Perhaps I should stop here. Qwerty, why do you never write to me? You are so like Green!

Till then, bye! :)

Yay!!

Hi Qwerty!

I've done with my major paper!

But I got another one coming up..hehe.. But I'm still feeling glad; a quarter of my sem-end burden has been lifted from me. I'm happy not because I did so well in it; I was just glad that I don't have to think about it anymore.

The questions are not too difficult nor too easy, and I'm partly confident with my answers. But I enjoyed every second of it. I hope (and pray) that I would get good grade for this paper. A- perhaps? :) I can't get A for my coursework is just A-, so A- is good enough. Yeah!!

I'm going to have a rest tonight, besides, an old friend of mine wanna have a chat with me. I wonder what he has to say after such a long time haha. Anyway, I hope it's something that wont ruin my starry mood at the moment (lol).

Oh ya, around 8 I want to try packing some of my stuff to see if it will fit into the box. If it wont, I'll have to get another box (which is very troublesome). I can't wait to go home~~~! XD

Bye dearie, talk to you later! :D

My world,

My truth.

My universe.

My haven in my merry verse.

It welcomes you,

With open arms.

You're flattered by its mirthful charms.

To Regret and To Forget

Hi Qwerty,

I have mixed feelings; but more to the positives.

Actually, yesterday I had a mind to write about my disappointment for my first paper. I was so disappointed for I knew the exact answer, but I had a very poor time management to write it all down. I've wasted my time on questions that I'm not so confident at. And apparently had as well wasted my effort for the second section which I should have scored. Anyway, I got over it today and went to eat Portuguese tart and spaghetti with my friend (lol).

But before that we had a discussion for tomorrow's paper, which is my major. I hope I will do very well in it. I want get As for at least 4 papers this semester. Since I had screwed up my first paper, I want to do well in others. I will memorize things that need to be memorized tonight, and be ready for tomorrow. I hope and pray that God will help me again. I want to be a hardworking person that is independent and responsible.

That's it for now, I'll tell you how I feel about tomorrow's paper after the adrenaline hours. But no promises..hehe..

Wish me luck and see you again! :)

Hot Chocolate and Final Examination

Hi Qwerty,

It's been quite long.

As I had mentioned before, I will be having my final exam for this sem next week. I'm currently doing some revision for its sake. I wish I could get another 3.5, for I really would like to apply for JPA this time. PTPTN is not bad, but I need to pay back, and that's something that not everyone can do and like. Besides that, I want to have it so that I don't have to rely on my family, especially my brother. I think he works hard for the family. Well he never mentioned it but, you know, it's something that you can either see, or feel it. If I have it, they wont have to throw in any cash for my study. Besides, I just want to make them happy. I want them to know that they had not wasted their money and effort on me. I want to score another 3.5++, and I want to make it a reality. I pray that God will help me.

Err..for the hot chocolate thing, I don't feel like talking about it anymore. Let's leave it for another time. :)

Bye Qwerty, and pray for me. :)

Twist and Turn

Dear Qwerty,

It's official; I'm going to make pretzel.

Qwerty, whatever would happen at home, I am definitely going to make pretzels. I've found a very nice and easy recipe for pretzel at AllRecipes.com, and while people there are raving about how the pretzels they made turned out better than Auntie Anne's, I'm not going to stay quiet here and just watch. Those pretzels are going to appear in the house and everyone must finish them, it's compulsory.

Yeah, there are a lot of research to be made. But first comes first, I must review my lessons and prepare for the exam.

See you!

The Vanishing Point

Dear Qwerty,

I had a nice day, although it began quite badly.

In the morning I had some rush-hours to complete our report and for the presentation. But it had a happy ending. I was quite satisfied with everyone's presentation and we did manage to complete the presentation. In fact, after all the hustle-bustle had gone away, we even planned to visit the Butterfly Park after the exam. That was what I could call a sweet ending.

Then I went to the mall with another friend of mine, a very close and beloved friend. We went to watch some movies but the time wasn't right at all. So what we did was having a food tour all over the mall. I had lots of things that I had always wanna try, like the famous pretzel and chicken chop. We didn't try the takoyaki there for my friend here is not very fond of Japanese food. Never mind, I'll treat myself later hehe..

Anyway it was fun. I managed to persuade her to buy a sweater from Orange Sorbet! But she really should thank me cuz that sweater is gorgeous+cool+cute and any other nice thing you could say about a sweater (well she did thank me later before we go back yeah!). Then we ran to McDonald's booth to get some McFlurry, but we arrived there just when they were closing the place. So, yeah, we're going down.

I'm at my room now, and would love to take a nice shower before going to bed. But before that dearie, I wanna tell you that I really like One Republic and The Script. I got addicted to their song and lyrics. Let's have one of my favorite lyrics down here:

Pancake Crave

Hi Qwerty!

I haven't eat anything yet.

Today I deal with some SSPN stuff. I received a letter about deposition, but the card hasn't arrived yet. Isn't that weird? I think it is as weird as Willy Wonka fused with the Mad Hatter and seasoned with a little Flint Lockwood. Where's my card?? I need a copy of it for my sister's sake!

I tried to call but the lines are busy. That's ok, cuz they have a useful-looking forum. I've posted my question there and hoped that they'll reply soon enough. I thin the forum is a good idea as an alternative to the phone call. Whoever suggested to open the forum is a rare genius!

Ok, gonna continue with the day! :)

The Tower of Babble

Dear Qwerty,

Why can't you speak?

Never mind that, I like you the way you are. I think people are more open to to those who don't talk. Like Green in The King's Fool, he never spoke a word, and that has made Perry feel comfortable to talk to him. Just the way I am to you. Anne Frank loves to talk to the papers in her diary, and I love to talk to you (a humanoid keyboard lol). I've imagined you as a person since the first day I wrote to you. Hope you won't mind that.. :)

Qwerty, a light bulb suddenly appear above my head (if u can actually see). I imagine waking up tomorrow to find out that you wrote back to me. Well, that's creepy and exciting at the same time. I seriously need to set some borders to my imagination. It strays uncontrollably sometimes.

OK, I had nothing else to say and would like to take a nice shower.

Bye! :)

P/s: I wanna bake peach pie too during the holiday!

Holiday Project

Hi Qwerty,

It's been quite long.

I've been planning for the holiday, which will come very soon! :)

I want to:

1. Bake lots of Portuguese Tart (have to make puff-pastry first!)

2. Plant cherry tomatoes, plums, and cherries (right now I'm collecting the seeds)

3. Make bento for both my little brother

4. Bake a cake from Flavours magazine (I have bought a jar of nice strawberry jam)

5. Try to bake some scones (I've found a reliable-looking recipe)

6. Spend my day doing housework (like gardening, cooking etc)

7. Make peach jelly

8. Cook lots of things from the old, large cookbook! (I think one of my brothers will help me)

Oh, there's just so many other things I would like to do! But for now, I prefer to sit back with my book (right now am reading Enchanted Glass by Diana Wynne Jonnes, I can hardly put it down) while sipping an enormous mug of hot green tea. Life!